i don't know what thhe hell i was thinking but i just took off walking and somewhere around adobe and 96th i called spencer's, hoping like all hell tyler would answer. of course spencer answers and all i wanted was a cigarette or somewhere to go, but i just kept walking and kept listening to him explain. i really cant blame him for this shit because he explained everything and blah blah. i think he really listens to me. and i think he's a motherfuckin valuable friend, so i don't think i can just throw away the past three years of my life. because he was a huge portion of my life. and no matter what i still love him, and i know we're not sposed to be together, i've known. i'm just too busy being the victim. i just don't want it to be weird. i want all of him, in the best friend sort of way that i havent had in ages. like when you're a kid and you've got your best friend, with all the bff necklaces and you spend the night and talk all night long. like a friend that you could hang out with and just hang out, not smoke weed, not drink, just be sober and enjoy the company of them. this is what life is about i think. a true friend is essential to my well being. i just hope i'm not grasping at the first thing that comes my way.
get this..
Libra Horoscope for 7/26 - 8/1
Relationships with the opposite sex which may be intensified now.
You experience strong feelings of attraction and desire.
If you are unhappy in your sexual life, you can be very tense and angry for no reason now.
You may be tempted to act on an infatuation.
You feel optimistic and extravagant now.
You are less cautious than usual, feeling that nothing can possibly go wrong.
If you are inclined to overindulge, overspend, or go to excesses in any manner, this tendency is exaggerated at this time.
However, you also aim higher than usual - and a very promising opportunity or contact can also occur.
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