jesus man
i'm not doing too good. it seems, everyone is fucking hating me. but i think its just because if they hate me, they do not have to care about my well being. and i swear, i am so ready to let hana have a piece of my mind. she thinks she's some kinda goddess since she got pregnant. and now she's all holy like, she thinks she has everything figured out, but just fuckin wait till she has a daughter. i will never be here, i don't care if i have to hang out in the in the desert, i will not be here. she was all pissed because she was hungry and ashley was way late and i was like well...you want a hit of weed? maybe you'll feel better. and she trips on me, like DON'T fucking TEASE ME! and i just, god, it didn't seem so bad to me. i mean one hit, when she's been smoking weed for the past 7 years, is nothing. but she just yelled at me, and i just said, god, you have been the biggest BITCH to me the past two days. She has, for no reason. and she turned it all around to yesterday when i came home from school. so we were arguing as ashley pulls up, and i was going to go with her. so i said no, and she said GOOD! then i scream i hate you, and now i'm sitting here. She's been so wrapped up in herself ever since she got pregnant. god it makes me want to tell you guys are the bad things i've been doing to myself, but it'll get back to hana and god...you don't even want to know what happens then.fuck lj.