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last night was tyler's birthday, spencer's brother, and we were all drinking southern comfort and 40s. there were like a few people there, and after josh's ugly girlfriend left i was the only girl there, and i kissed everyone of them. we were all trashed. i'm probably carrying a disease, and they were all flirting with me. i ended up staying the night because no one was sober to drive me home, so i didn't get much sleep. it kinda sucked cause nick dropped 4 blotters of acid and he was trippin nuts. he looked way psycho and he was like, i have to go, i have to go home, i'm like dude, how far away is your house? uh like 5/6 miles. i was like, you're not fucking walking home. but he was trying to hard to get away, i had to sit on his stomach when he fell down but he was trying to hit me and shit because he wanted to get away. finally i couldn't hold his arms down anymore and he fuckin got up and stumbled/ran away and plowed into the ground full force, he's got a huge scrape on his ass. he was scaring me really bad though, i cried. everyone was so cool about it though. and they were sitting there telling me i was beautiful and i sang beautiful. but to top it off, this morning spencer's mom asked him if he "slept" with me last night. so whatdoes he tell her, uh yeah. now i'm a sleaze, just joking, i think its hilarious because denise, his mom, L O V E S heather and is totally against me. i cracked the fuck up, we just had so much fun last night. i want to do it again tonight.
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