Apr 11, 2004 12:12
life has NEVER EVER been so amazingly great.
(: (: (:
all night talk with Kellin.. and with her friends Nate & Matt for a while, too. that was a bit weird. but Kel and i talked about everything that's bothering us right now..and boy, it was great to get it off my chest. it's also nice to know that the things that ARE bothering me, are good things to be bothered with. so i'm not just being stupid. she gave me good advice, too, like she usually does.. "they're being really fucking stupid. don't even bother with them anymore if they aren't treating you right.." kinda like what kristi said the other night. <3 i love my friends. i really wish Kel lived closer, too, cause she's been my best friend since 6th grade and whenever something goes wrong, she's the only person i want to talk to. i love kellin cavanaugh. (:
daddy brought me to the toy store and we ate ice cream in the park and my daddys so great cos he loves me and we do cool stuff. wuv woo poppy. we got bff friendship bracelets from claires too! woopee!
and Jason's birthday party was really good. he tipped over his Finding Nemo cake, thinking it was a present. so it was all mushed. haha, wow. it was a good cake though. and all the little kids were happy; i love my cousins. the 12 of us watched cheaper by the dozen.. and then i watched the islanders game with my uncle rudy and my dad too, when he came with my sister. i love my family. so much. i really do. they make me SO happy. so does my stepsister. she's been helping me out a lot lately, emotionally and physically. i love her. <3
alright. so today is deffinitly more family time. and regents assignments and dbq's. woohoo. i'm actually looking forward to sitting on my balcony if it rains, and doing school work. the rain always brings new things. Matt comes home tomarrow at noon. (:
SkanKxThexPiT: i can see him riding some cow off into the horizon
love kellin. i love everybody. hell. i gave Matt a lecture last night, a crazy radical feminist lecture on how we live in this highly populated & cultural area and how i want to do something in the next 4 years while i'm here..not just going to the mall and whatever. no. i want to go to beaches. randomly end up somewhere. walk someplace new. i want to do something with my life. and i wanna bring the people i love with me; i want to see EVERYTHING. i'm going to start bringing Kristi on my adventures. i think she'd appreciate them.
gee whiz i love life!