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HOLA! I haven't written in this in awhile so I figured I would. Ya' ever have some people that you just can't stay mad at? I do. few actually. Like...jessica, adam, juan, daniel (not really sure why),karen, cindy,...just close friends I guess. It's wierd because somethings have happened with them that if it was anyone else I would've kicked some ass and forgotten them, but not these people. I'm not sure why it's that way about daniel, I guess because at some point in my life I was in love with him and planning on marrying him. ha-that was back in the day. And the same with adam. Anyways, I was just thinking about it the other day and it's been on my mind. These are the people you remember when your gettin' kinda old and wrinkly, not the ones that tried to trip you in the hall way, or the meaningless relationships that were about just one thing.
I've never been able to keep a relationship going longer than 3 months. I've always been the one to end it too. I guess I just get tired of dealing with those small problems that in the end don't really matter. June 15 will be 3 months for juan and I. There have been some things that I didn't like, but it's wierd, they are things that would've caused me to end a relationship by now, but I have no intentions of doing that. I guess I realized that I need to get my act together and get through problems and not just avoid them. Yeah I'm young and I have plenty of time to do that (ha-hopefully anyways), but I'm stickin' this one out. It could be because of my feelings toward juan, after all- I've really got myself in deep with this one, or it could be that I might be growing up a little. Who knows? It doesn't really matter anyways. Yeah yeah-mushy mushy-lol. oh yeah-I PASSED MATH!! yes I know-sad that I almost didn't-but oh well.
I've never been able to keep a relationship going longer than 3 months. I've always been the one to end it too. I guess I just get tired of dealing with those small problems that in the end don't really matter. June 15 will be 3 months for juan and I. There have been some things that I didn't like, but it's wierd, they are things that would've caused me to end a relationship by now, but I have no intentions of doing that. I guess I realized that I need to get my act together and get through problems and not just avoid them. Yeah I'm young and I have plenty of time to do that (ha-hopefully anyways), but I'm stickin' this one out. It could be because of my feelings toward juan, after all- I've really got myself in deep with this one, or it could be that I might be growing up a little. Who knows? It doesn't really matter anyways. Yeah yeah-mushy mushy-lol. oh yeah-I PASSED MATH!! yes I know-sad that I almost didn't-but oh well.