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the longer i don't post the more I don't want to. But I'll bite the bullet and let you know what I've been doing lately.
Inspired by a recent fling with a wonderful boy. I've changed my diet to be almost completely raw. There are some interesting side effects from doing this. 1) My eyes have gotten really clear. 2) My sense of taste and smell have spiked. I can smell pollution when I pass the freeway, wtf and food has become really specific on my palette. Like I can taste the difference between one carrot and another. My digestion is great too. I don't overeat and I'm no longer tired after I eat. I'll let ya'll know how it goes.
I've also quit smoking. I'm on day 18 or something. I don't even know because I don't even care. I just stopped thinking of smoking as part of my identity. Stopped thinking of quitting smoking as an experiment or diet. Sure it gets tempting while drinking. Everyone goes out for a cigarette and I have that split second urge but now I know what everyone does while i was outside. When people get back, it's like 'oh, cool, they're done and i don't even want to smoke still". And, they smell really strong (see above). While I don't dislike the smell of smoke I can see why it's gross to everyone else. Anyways, it just feels good to be this healthy right now.
The health nut thing tends to snowball when i do it.
I'm still drinking though. That's a drug and it's fun. Not nourishment.
Inspired by a recent fling with a wonderful boy. I've changed my diet to be almost completely raw. There are some interesting side effects from doing this. 1) My eyes have gotten really clear. 2) My sense of taste and smell have spiked. I can smell pollution when I pass the freeway, wtf and food has become really specific on my palette. Like I can taste the difference between one carrot and another. My digestion is great too. I don't overeat and I'm no longer tired after I eat. I'll let ya'll know how it goes.
I've also quit smoking. I'm on day 18 or something. I don't even know because I don't even care. I just stopped thinking of smoking as part of my identity. Stopped thinking of quitting smoking as an experiment or diet. Sure it gets tempting while drinking. Everyone goes out for a cigarette and I have that split second urge but now I know what everyone does while i was outside. When people get back, it's like 'oh, cool, they're done and i don't even want to smoke still". And, they smell really strong (see above). While I don't dislike the smell of smoke I can see why it's gross to everyone else. Anyways, it just feels good to be this healthy right now.
The health nut thing tends to snowball when i do it.
I'm still drinking though. That's a drug and it's fun. Not nourishment.