alriiight so
i just got back from la and this program for the berklee school of music in boston. it was the shit mother fucking amazing. i miss it and the people a lot already. i also really learned a lot. i totally know thats where i need to be for college now so thats good too. fuck, i miss those kids.
im also really kind of emotional because seb relapsed a week ago and didnt tell me the whole time i was away. hes back in aa again but its really hard because we promised eachother when we first started dating that we would break up if one of us relapsed because its not safe. but im staying with him because it would break my heart to break up with him and because hes back in aa and doing really well again. i can only fucking hope to god that he gets it this time and stays.
but yeah i hung out with allison today. it was the shit. greg was there too, which was crazy because we were like really good friends when i was at the marin school and i was hanging out with him and eli and mikey feld all the time. oh god. haha. but yeah its really weird that i never see any of the kids from the school ever. its like i dissappeared and nobody noticed. except allison and sarah and like a select few who have kept in touch.
i seriously hope that doesnt happen with the kids i grew to fucking love in this past
week in the berklee program either.
wow ive been ranting for four hours.
give me a call guys i fucking miss everyone.
lovelove
im also really kind of emotional because seb relapsed a week ago and didnt tell me the whole time i was away. hes back in aa again but its really hard because we promised eachother when we first started dating that we would break up if one of us relapsed because its not safe. but im staying with him because it would break my heart to break up with him and because hes back in aa and doing really well again. i can only fucking hope to god that he gets it this time and stays.
but yeah i hung out with allison today. it was the shit. greg was there too, which was crazy because we were like really good friends when i was at the marin school and i was hanging out with him and eli and mikey feld all the time. oh god. haha. but yeah its really weird that i never see any of the kids from the school ever. its like i dissappeared and nobody noticed. except allison and sarah and like a select few who have kept in touch.
i seriously hope that doesnt happen with the kids i grew to fucking love in this past
week in the berklee program either.
wow ive been ranting for four hours.
give me a call guys i fucking miss everyone.
lovelove