Song Of Storms
I don't know why but I can't quite shake this slump.
I've already come to learn and accept the fact that I might always have this downtrodden streak as part of me the rest of my life. Experiences people go through shapes their lives and behaviors. However some things aren't that bad and when they happen it doesn't sit on my mind and I forget about it the next day in some cases.
But other things seem to loom over me. A bout with infidelity with someone I love has caused me to worry every time she's out with friends, particularly male ones I don't quite now. I've been a firm supporter of believing in the better of people and that we all make mistakes. Some things just really hit the heart though, and at that point I really have to think over that conviction of mine to have faith in folks. It's definately hard..
Time will tell if I was right to hold firm and keep with her, I hope it's the best decision I've ever had to make.
I've already come to learn and accept the fact that I might always have this downtrodden streak as part of me the rest of my life. Experiences people go through shapes their lives and behaviors. However some things aren't that bad and when they happen it doesn't sit on my mind and I forget about it the next day in some cases.
But other things seem to loom over me. A bout with infidelity with someone I love has caused me to worry every time she's out with friends, particularly male ones I don't quite now. I've been a firm supporter of believing in the better of people and that we all make mistakes. Some things just really hit the heart though, and at that point I really have to think over that conviction of mine to have faith in folks. It's definately hard..
Time will tell if I was right to hold firm and keep with her, I hope it's the best decision I've ever had to make.