Apr 20, 2008 14:50
Ahh I dunno, one of those times that I just really have the inspiration to write.
Lately I've spent the majority of my time outside underneath or in a car. Pulling out raditators, air conditioning compressors, transmission fluid coolers. I've had gallons upon gallons of transmission fluid, radiator fluid and of course grease on me. Alot I'm sure in the cuts on my hands lol.
It's a pain in the ass but contributing to the family even with not giving money, is a nice thing to be able to do. It's why I never bitch about doing it. I'm helping out in some way or form and in my earnst hopes, appreciated and praised for doing such things diligently day through day.
Me being the person I am, no matter what I'm working on or not working on, I'm always thinking about tons of things. Mostly today it was thinking about how this could all be work I was doing on my own car, and not for repairs, rather for a money pit part to put on it that probley was a waste of money but made that car a bit faster and me a bit more happier from the hard work.
Maybe also to have the woman in my life sitting in that garage watching and laughing at me when I swear at the car lol.
What if's and day dreams as always of course. But I wouldn't be myself any other way.
I sketched and colored a picture of a design that yes was originated from wow, start the laughs :P But it's really nothing that looks like anything from the game.
It's an aura that's seen under the feet of the character briefly when you use it, It's very celtic in design, WoWwiki's entry describes it as
"A Paladin's devotion hardens not just the armor, but the heart." A Paladin being a Holy Warrior of course.
The actual definition of "devotion" being..
1.profound dedication; consecration.
2.earnest attachment to a cause, person, etc.
"Consecration" is the solemn dedication to a special purpose or service, usually religious. The word "consecration" literally means "setting apart."
I believe myself to be someone that when stepping forward into things, I'm dedicated to it. I don't like to sidestep anything or go behind.
I do everything to make sure I follow through to the end in all things I go into.
It's the reason I'm really wanting it as a tattoo. I want to be able to have a clear reminder in front of me when I'm not feeling exactly "stalwart" or "steadfast" to look at it and have that constant reminder of what I need to do, or what I should always strive in.