Wake up, get out of bed, drag a comb across my head...
I love Saturday mornings. I don't love the cartoons anymore, but the idea of Saturday morning is always comforting. You wake up in the morning and you realize that you don't have anything to do, or that anything scheduled is hours away. You just get to relax and enjoy the quiet.
This is gonna be a rough weekend. I've got rehearsal 12-5 today for the musical and tomorrow I have two consecutive YOCJ concerts.
So the me and Emily thing is never gonna happen. I suppose I knew that from the start. I really miss Allie right now. My feelings for Emily kind of reminded me of the way I feel about Allie. There's really no reason I should be interested in her. Emily is a conservative, she's indecisive, and she's always too busy for me. Allie was not the girl-next-door type I usually go for, everyone talked about her like she was a slut. But there was something about her that told me they were wrong, that there was something more there. Emily would never talk about herself, so I don't know what kind of depth is there, but Allie is one of the deepest people I have ever met.
God, it's awkward to write this stuff knowing that she's going to read this. It's a step up for me, though. I usually bottle things up and never tell anybody. That's unhealthy, let me tell you.
8 Days to Super Bowl XXXIX
This is gonna be a rough weekend. I've got rehearsal 12-5 today for the musical and tomorrow I have two consecutive YOCJ concerts.
So the me and Emily thing is never gonna happen. I suppose I knew that from the start. I really miss Allie right now. My feelings for Emily kind of reminded me of the way I feel about Allie. There's really no reason I should be interested in her. Emily is a conservative, she's indecisive, and she's always too busy for me. Allie was not the girl-next-door type I usually go for, everyone talked about her like she was a slut. But there was something about her that told me they were wrong, that there was something more there. Emily would never talk about herself, so I don't know what kind of depth is there, but Allie is one of the deepest people I have ever met.
God, it's awkward to write this stuff knowing that she's going to read this. It's a step up for me, though. I usually bottle things up and never tell anybody. That's unhealthy, let me tell you.
8 Days to Super Bowl XXXIX