fading disalution
well yeah my life is so insane I feel like I need to move on and try some new stuff meet new people, but at the same time I know that all I want to do with my life is the same old thing. I mean I don't count work as part of my life I am going to go to school soon and try to make something of my self but when it comes to home life I just feel like siting around maybe playing some poker drinking a little or just being with the girl I care about. I feel so lazy and I know that that pissed sandy off when we were together I don't think any girl just wants to sit around and do nothing which kinda sucks cuz I don't like people and I don't like going out fuck