I Hate Everyone And Everything
Wow, I have turned in to a real big bitchy latley and I really don't know why. Well I might have a few ideas. There is just way to much crap for me to think about latley and certain people know what I am talking about. I feel like I can't make anyone happy either. I just don't want to do this anymore. Someting needs to be fixed and I don't know how to fix it. I have run out of ideas and things to do. I can't balance everything anymore. Yeah, and we leave for Auburn in 2 days. I am excited but on the other hand I don't want to go at all. I am secretly hoping that I will all of a sudden get so sick I have to go into the hospitol and I can't go. But then I am really sad that it is my lst field show perfomance ever. Tear. Oh well, ther are way to many emotions and feelings going through me, and it sucks.