I Don't Want To Do This Anymore
So, it's been a couple of days since I have wrote. I don't know why. I have a lot to say. I guess I just don't know how to say them. I am so confused right now and I don't know what to do. I am really torn between a couple of things and some people know what I am talking about. I am really confuse about some things but no one really cares. Any who, Life sort of sucks right now. I guess the saying you can't have your cake and eat it to (or how ever it goes) pertains to me a lot right now. I wish someone would understand me right now and that person knows who they are. They are probably are'nt reading my journal entry any way so I don't know why I am saying it. It really makes me mad when people do stupid stuff, when on the other hand they say I can't do it. It is really disappointing to me. Oh well, nothing ever seems to go my way. I screw up some how. Now I am stuck in the middle and it does'nt matter what I do in the end I will lose on both sides. I am really tired of trying to please people because it is obliviously does'nt work. I don't know why I even try. Someones needs to slap me in the face and say Sara stop it, there is nothing you can do now because you really screwed up. I should be at the point of not caring anymore but for some stupid idiotic reason I do. I wish some people would'nt go out and do stupid crap and then lie to me and say you are'nt going to. That is such a load of crap. Well obliviously I am not good enough to me peoples friends and I am not good enough to do anything. So I guess there is no reason for me to be doing this anymore. I have to go now. Goodbye everyone. I luv U all.