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so for the last month or so i have been so busy with various things and people that i havn't realy had time to play any of the games i realy enjoy. a few minutes here and there, a round or two of bringing Eldar Hate to the space marines of the world and thats about it.
over this last month i have also had trouble sleeping. I don't realy feel like eating most the time. I've found its fairly hard for me to get excited about jsut about anything.
well for the last few days Wyatt has been pimping the new SWG expansion. He also pointed out that working hard and keeping at it was all well and goo, but if you make your self miserable in the mean time, its not realy gonna seem like its worth it. Well as par for the course i was like "yeah thats cool, but nah" well he finaly talked me into it and helped me get my account back open. By God i was having fun. we got some folks togethere and went out and made plans to do this thing and got after it..all we realy accomplised was killing on bad mofo and getting killed. but it was fun. i was pushing buttons and running around smashing stuff. it was great. stayed up a little later than i should have but i was okay with it.
after that i was able to go to bed and sleep sound as you please, got right out of bed, made it to work on time, not tired at all even though i got less sleep than normal. All the little thing i have been stressing over for the last two weeks and smoothing out suddenly.
I think in my drive to get things done and show that there realy is a grown up of some sort in my head some where i have been neglecting the things that i think make my life great. Letting things work them selves out, doing what i like to do, namely video games and general goofing off, taking most things with a grain of salt and moving on.
anyway, im gonna do a little rebalance, not gonna slack off or anything, an no Kaya im not gonna start ignoring you. i am gonna make sure that i get some time to do the things that i wanna do though, getting my life together is all well an good, but theres no reason i can't do that and have fun at the same time
over this last month i have also had trouble sleeping. I don't realy feel like eating most the time. I've found its fairly hard for me to get excited about jsut about anything.
well for the last few days Wyatt has been pimping the new SWG expansion. He also pointed out that working hard and keeping at it was all well and goo, but if you make your self miserable in the mean time, its not realy gonna seem like its worth it. Well as par for the course i was like "yeah thats cool, but nah" well he finaly talked me into it and helped me get my account back open. By God i was having fun. we got some folks togethere and went out and made plans to do this thing and got after it..all we realy accomplised was killing on bad mofo and getting killed. but it was fun. i was pushing buttons and running around smashing stuff. it was great. stayed up a little later than i should have but i was okay with it.
after that i was able to go to bed and sleep sound as you please, got right out of bed, made it to work on time, not tired at all even though i got less sleep than normal. All the little thing i have been stressing over for the last two weeks and smoothing out suddenly.
I think in my drive to get things done and show that there realy is a grown up of some sort in my head some where i have been neglecting the things that i think make my life great. Letting things work them selves out, doing what i like to do, namely video games and general goofing off, taking most things with a grain of salt and moving on.
anyway, im gonna do a little rebalance, not gonna slack off or anything, an no Kaya im not gonna start ignoring you. i am gonna make sure that i get some time to do the things that i wanna do though, getting my life together is all well an good, but theres no reason i can't do that and have fun at the same time