Nerves
so i should be a sleep right no instead of writing this but im so nerved up about my test tomarrow(or this morning rather) i can't lay still long enough to get anywhere with that.
im horribly excited about the next few days. im taking my drivers test in the morning,(cross your fingers, im jsut hoping i can get it done before i have to be at work) then im getting the insurence stuff done on friday, that in and of its self isn't casue for gitters but with a bout of being absent from work im worried about takeing even part of the day to go get that taken care of, but if all gose as planned i should be driving my car with out worries by the end of lunch on friday. now weather or not that gose off, friday is a doubly exciting day in and of its own. i have a date that night, wich i am insanley excited about, its one of the reasons im so gunho about getting this car stuff finished. to make things even better lyna, shady, and pixy are all gonna be in town.
even with these worries being infinitly more pleasent then the current set. the pair stacked together is admittedly getting to me. i can't remeber the last time i looked at my hands and they weren't shaking, getting to sleep has been hard, and what sleep i can manage is not nearly as restful as i would like.
anyway, with luck i can let go of some of these worries this weekend. relax and work on the personal stuff for a couple weeks, and get rested up for the sweet sweet hell of getting my frist apartment.
just as as side not i would like to thank Big Larry for urging me to start this. its been a big help, for some reason writing these things down has been a big step towards not letting them bug me as much as they were. even though im pissing and moaning about the stress and what not, i feel im able to atleast function again. Thanks Big Guy.
anyway, time to try to sleep again.
im horribly excited about the next few days. im taking my drivers test in the morning,(cross your fingers, im jsut hoping i can get it done before i have to be at work) then im getting the insurence stuff done on friday, that in and of its self isn't casue for gitters but with a bout of being absent from work im worried about takeing even part of the day to go get that taken care of, but if all gose as planned i should be driving my car with out worries by the end of lunch on friday. now weather or not that gose off, friday is a doubly exciting day in and of its own. i have a date that night, wich i am insanley excited about, its one of the reasons im so gunho about getting this car stuff finished. to make things even better lyna, shady, and pixy are all gonna be in town.
even with these worries being infinitly more pleasent then the current set. the pair stacked together is admittedly getting to me. i can't remeber the last time i looked at my hands and they weren't shaking, getting to sleep has been hard, and what sleep i can manage is not nearly as restful as i would like.
anyway, with luck i can let go of some of these worries this weekend. relax and work on the personal stuff for a couple weeks, and get rested up for the sweet sweet hell of getting my frist apartment.
just as as side not i would like to thank Big Larry for urging me to start this. its been a big help, for some reason writing these things down has been a big step towards not letting them bug me as much as they were. even though im pissing and moaning about the stress and what not, i feel im able to atleast function again. Thanks Big Guy.
anyway, time to try to sleep again.