Nov 16, 2008 20:55
I guess its been a while for everyone. I know its been months right here. Fuck life man. Fuck it hard. I'm so sick of life throwing anything at me. I just wanna relax and be done. Done with everything.
Miss being a kid. really bad. I dont even miss the time before i had a job or anything. Just being in high school was a breeze. A bunch of people are already gone. Doing there own thing. Well I wanna do my own fucking thing.. I wanna be gone. Like gone. Anywhere. Warmth maybe?
I miss my dad. Hopefully he'll be visiting in March though. I need to move out so bad and get a car and new job i think. I hate the babies r us. I mean i dont mind it, but fuck that shit job. Time to be a grownup as much as i hate saying it.
I think Im going to NC for Thanksgiving.. Meet the other parents.. Oh jeez, Parents hate me very much. I hope this goes well. I'm not exactly gonna be in Mass so its not like I can just bounce.. Lets hope I can pull myself together and not embarrass chris.
Yay for canada.
Woo for you guys reading this shit still.