Aug 01, 2002 08:30
its finally over. kahele and i rented a uhaul amd moved into the new place yesterday.
i love it here. im temped to max out all my credit cards so i can fill it up with rad shit.
first off is a bed. next storage for my chloths.
i want people to come visit me allready.
ollie said he might come next week. and noe is supossed to come in october, they better.
chris is seeing someone else.
im glad he told me. and i feel really stupid for being so jealous. it snot like we are an item or anything.
but i guess i want to be, so thats why im jealous. it like everytime hes busy or not home, i think he with the other guy. witch is crazy. it also makes me feel insecure, a little, like what if this other guy is super fuckin hot, and funny and way more rad than me.
of course when he told me,i acted like i didnt care and jut said thanks for telling me. and at the time i half way ment it. but the past 2 days i havent seen him and its all i can think about.
. maybe i just need to have another person, but i honestly dont want anyone else. thisfeels shitty.