Jun 21, 2005 18:03
its taken me long enough to get here. its been a long time since my last update. i want to first start off by sayin I LOVE LYNDSAY. i wanna apologize for any bad thing i said about you before i got to know you as well as i do now. your amazing in every sense of the word. your the best thing to happen to me. we have had 3 spectaular months and it has only left me wanting to spend the rest of my life with you. its hard to believe i lest you once but i only make the same mistake once. i learn after i realize what i lost. its gonna be gloomy and depressing when your 1,300 miles away but i will try and deal with it by sleeping a lot and dreamin about you cause that will be as close as i can get to you without being there with you. you mean the world to me.
i get surgery in like 5 days. go me. another 3 months of my life wasted because #8 couldnt stand up long enough for me to run by his stupid ass. i hate him with a passion and hope he liked gettin screwed up this year after i owned him.
school is school. i might end up being a senior next year by the grace of god himself. good thing i was just confirmed :)
i am goin to end this now. I LOVE LYNDSAY RENEE VERRILL WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL