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well this last month has been Fuuucked up... I dk what the hell im doing anymore to be totally honest.. i dont know where my life is going or what im gonna do..
I know im in love with a girl, that im not with, i was with, want to be with again, but dont know if i will be with..
i miss being embrassed soo much, i miss being listened to, i miss knowing that although life is really shitty and money and careers and friends suck that i still have her there to tell me its ok.
but i also am very upset because i have realized the last 2 years have not been good, i have made a lot of mistakes financialy and personaly and i dont think i can get myself out of the effects.
im hurtin with money, im hurtin inside, and now im left with no sleep and no structure in my life..
i really want to lose weight and get my life and my finances on track, but im hurting soo much inside i just cant seem to do it..
something is missing
shes missing
I know im in love with a girl, that im not with, i was with, want to be with again, but dont know if i will be with..
i miss being embrassed soo much, i miss being listened to, i miss knowing that although life is really shitty and money and careers and friends suck that i still have her there to tell me its ok.
but i also am very upset because i have realized the last 2 years have not been good, i have made a lot of mistakes financialy and personaly and i dont think i can get myself out of the effects.
im hurtin with money, im hurtin inside, and now im left with no sleep and no structure in my life..
i really want to lose weight and get my life and my finances on track, but im hurting soo much inside i just cant seem to do it..
something is missing
shes missing