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[kidbehindthekit]

I hate the way you lie
you tell me everythings alright
when i can see that fire in your eyes
the one thats burned out into the ashes of our lives

your words they offend me
and your actions speak of dispise
if you dont want me
dont have me
if you dont need me
then leave me here

hes only a friend
hes only a friend
but your comments
and your intentions
they contradict and contrasend everything you say

I love your eyes
the times weve spent alone in my car
and with good friends
you make me want to love everything about life
and you just continue to hate it

I wish you could stand in my shoes
stare back at you
and see what beauty is there
and the amazing way your eyes hide behind your hair

this cold night
the haunting air
your here with me
making these tears fall
because of the many ways you wont except me

I am who i am
unperfect and broken
but one whos heart is fully intact
its yours if youll take it
but please dont break it
because the blood loss will be too great

ive seen what you told him
the things you want to do to him
so be it

you can have him
and leave me hear
because another night like this
you can call all you want
but i wont be here

Apolagies and petty fights are worhless when you dont mean a word you say....