my name is... Dale right?

[kidanthem]

rachael and i talked and i realized that since she got pregnant, things sped up extremely quickly and we never got a chance to take a breather and trully develop and adjust to our changes. both rachael and i miss the single life, hanging out with friends, having little to worry about. but unfortunately we can't be single anymore. but as rachael is finding out, you can still feel single sometimes. she is making new friends and going out a lot more and it's making her gradually happier. i really don't have many friends and lok foward to doing what i really want, promoting! i plan on hitting parties harder when i get back to try and get booked for gigs. i have a great crew behind me i just need the time to get out there and make a name for myself. i hope rach joins me every so often, but i know she has her own friends and i don't think they're big on the party scene. i know she'd come see me if i got booked, perhaps she'd bring her friends a long, i get pumped up when i have support for stuff like that. i know she wants her own friends, but i'd like to at least get to know her friends a bit, so if i see them i can be like "hey!!" and strike up a conversation, instead of being like "hey, how's it going?" then going about my way.

some of these changes that need to happen will be difficult, some i am not sure will make my life easier... i mean how do you not be friends with someone that is already your friend? especially when you can't tell them anything so after a while they will probbly badger me as to why i dont' talk to them anymore...

where's the reset button?