patience is a virtue

[kidanthem]

and probably one reason for my lack of good commo (communication for those of you not in the service). so i'm taking steps to learn to be more patient. i' starting to realize i can't just start being patient, i have to learn it over time.

step 1: learn to write better, mroe neatly, and slower.

sounds weird i know, but if i can control how i write, i can learnto control otrher aspects of myself tat right now kinda work on there own...