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Tana's really gone.
It just hit me, coming home to Hawaii to the old hang out. But it's different, because the Agenda...
I tried everything, EVERYTHING to stop the bad things, the Brother Eye, the Mindjacking... Listening in the nexus, paying more attention, warning people.
but Tana.... No one told me, no one knew. She's gone, because some cowardly bitch laced her necklace with dynamite! That bitch... I could've killed her, crush her to a bloody pulp, no worse then what she did!
No, that wasn't what Tana would've wanted. She wouldn't want revenge, she wouldn't want me to mope, so I didn't, I block it out, try to pretend that she's alive, still covering the news.
Fuck! She told me she loved me, that she... we were ready to try again, then - boom, she's dead.
Nexus isn't going to solve everything, who the fuck was I kidding? Oh right, only myself.
I'm dealing - I can't drag everyone into my problems, It's my mistake, it's up to me to sort this out.
It just hit me, coming home to Hawaii to the old hang out. But it's different, because the Agenda...
I tried everything, EVERYTHING to stop the bad things, the Brother Eye, the Mindjacking... Listening in the nexus, paying more attention, warning people.
but Tana.... No one told me, no one knew. She's gone, because some cowardly bitch laced her necklace with dynamite! That bitch... I could've killed her, crush her to a bloody pulp, no worse then what she did!
No, that wasn't what Tana would've wanted. She wouldn't want revenge, she wouldn't want me to mope, so I didn't, I block it out, try to pretend that she's alive, still covering the news.
Fuck! She told me she loved me, that she... we were ready to try again, then - boom, she's dead.
Nexus isn't going to solve everything, who the fuck was I kidding? Oh right, only myself.
I'm dealing - I can't drag everyone into my problems, It's my mistake, it's up to me to sort this out.