I wonder if this was the thing to do. . .

[kid_nothingx]

Everything is making my stomach sink again..
I don't want to lose control..
I feel completely hopeless..

I have no one near me to be with me..
Things are falling farther away from me.

I try to breathe like the doctors told me to.
I try and relax like I should.

I don't know what to do anymore...