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Am I going to melt down or what. It has been only a day here and I am already going to die. I have so much stress and family problems, it is so weird. The bond I have with my father is still there, which is good. HE is a man who influenced the man I am now, if I am a man. The relationship or lack of one I have with my mother is so weird. It seems like she is a selfish person, her actions never show she is a loving mother that cares for her kids. It makes me so sad. Material processions are things she cares alot about. That used to be me, I hope I have changed who I am and what I will be. There are so many things going through my head and I really need someone to vent too, too bay Tanya is busy in Boston. Who should I vent to?