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thing that i want to happen:
lose at least 30-50 pounds
save some money up so i can go on a nice vacation
try to save for a car
be more independent about things
be more active
get a gym membership
love myself more
have a life outside of work
move out of the house
hopefully these thing will happen in the next few months.
i look at myself and say that "you haven't don't anything
with you life."
i need to start looking into the future because i don't
want to work at subway for the rest of my life.
why is it so hard to make the right choices?
i know that i have to make my own decisions but it's hard to.
i'm 19 years old and i really wish that i would have made better choices.
maybe by this time next year i will be doing want i really want
to do in my life and not just wake, go to work and sleep all the time.
i wish i knew what i'm going to do with my life.
why is it so hard?