I don't know what He has planned for me
Masochistic? Yes.
As Jose and I slammed some beers at his place I explained to him my plans for my execution. I will crucify myself I told him. That much is true. I don't want to live this life any longer than I have too.
This has all been a dream and a trial. I think about twenty-two years. And then I think about the history of the world and how insignificant a little nothing-doing snot-nosed brat like myself has been and will be in the conclusion.
So I have prayed for years now the same prayer. It hasn't been until recently that I really meant the words I spoke to Him in the darkness "Lord show me myself. Lord Christ crucify. I will bear the weight of such a small cross."
Ask and you shall receive- I was humiliated. I exalted myself in my own self-righteousness and it burned as of hatred within me. By the light of that conflagration I could see the ugly two-faced creature that lives and breathes my breath.
Adulterer
I say that to say this: When it comes to the very end of it all. I mean at the very last and then in the beginning I can say to him "It has been a pleasure doing death with you CHRIST" and mean it.
Never has such a weight been lifted from this pitiful one. Sweet relief to trust in that which can't be seen or heard.
Do you ever wonder about faith? It's no myth I assure you if you will be assured.
I am crucified in Christ. Never the less I live. Yet not I, but Christ lives in me. And the life in which I now I live, I live by the faith of the Son of God who loved my and who gave Himself for me.
Absolutley beautiful in death we shall become. Husband and Wife
As Jose and I slammed some beers at his place I explained to him my plans for my execution. I will crucify myself I told him. That much is true. I don't want to live this life any longer than I have too.
This has all been a dream and a trial. I think about twenty-two years. And then I think about the history of the world and how insignificant a little nothing-doing snot-nosed brat like myself has been and will be in the conclusion.
So I have prayed for years now the same prayer. It hasn't been until recently that I really meant the words I spoke to Him in the darkness "Lord show me myself. Lord Christ crucify. I will bear the weight of such a small cross."
Ask and you shall receive- I was humiliated. I exalted myself in my own self-righteousness and it burned as of hatred within me. By the light of that conflagration I could see the ugly two-faced creature that lives and breathes my breath.
Adulterer
I say that to say this: When it comes to the very end of it all. I mean at the very last and then in the beginning I can say to him "It has been a pleasure doing death with you CHRIST" and mean it.
Never has such a weight been lifted from this pitiful one. Sweet relief to trust in that which can't be seen or heard.
Do you ever wonder about faith? It's no myth I assure you if you will be assured.
I am crucified in Christ. Never the less I live. Yet not I, but Christ lives in me. And the life in which I now I live, I live by the faith of the Son of God who loved my and who gave Himself for me.
Absolutley beautiful in death we shall become. Husband and Wife