ew. i smell.
So I had my surgery on Wednesday.
5:30- AM in the waiting room I wasn't so nervous.
6:00- IV in my arm and cute little robe on. Still not so nervous.
6:30- Doctor drawing on my boobs. Nope. Still not nervous.
7:00- Walking into the operating room. Not so bad.
7:30- Getting a shot to calm me down...WTF IT WAS TO KNOCK ME OUT.
liars.
But 10 o'clock rolls around and I feel like shit and it sinks it what just happened.
Yeah okay, nervous now.
I was too excited before hand to really think about what afterwards would be like.
Not cute.
I'm gross & sore & woozie as all hell.
Brent came Thursday night to lay with me.
& that's exactly what we did.
Laid around. It was nice though, having someone to kiss me & watch game shows me me.
WE ATE A BURGER!
That's right! A BURGER. Real fuckin' meat.
First time in like two years.
Oh man.
Only with him would I do that.
This weekend made me appreciate so damn much. Like having someone that cares about me that much. That is concerned how I feel.
It's amazing. It really is. I think the best part was when he said
"You have really pretty eyes."
Keeping in mind I look like complete ass and am half awake.
That's what love is though.
We talked about getting married this week.
& about how it's not even like we THINK we are getting married or just being cutesy and saying we will...But we actually will.
Which is amazing beyond words.
I can't even describe it.
I've met my soulmate & god is he perfect.
I think it's so cute how he kind of gets crabby and sassy the day he has to leave.
And calls me all these names...etc...
But I've learned it's because he doesn't want to leave. I love it.
I love him.
& will for so many more years to come.
5:30- AM in the waiting room I wasn't so nervous.
6:00- IV in my arm and cute little robe on. Still not so nervous.
6:30- Doctor drawing on my boobs. Nope. Still not nervous.
7:00- Walking into the operating room. Not so bad.
7:30- Getting a shot to calm me down...WTF IT WAS TO KNOCK ME OUT.
liars.
But 10 o'clock rolls around and I feel like shit and it sinks it what just happened.
Yeah okay, nervous now.
I was too excited before hand to really think about what afterwards would be like.
Not cute.
I'm gross & sore & woozie as all hell.
Brent came Thursday night to lay with me.
& that's exactly what we did.
Laid around. It was nice though, having someone to kiss me & watch game shows me me.
WE ATE A BURGER!
That's right! A BURGER. Real fuckin' meat.
First time in like two years.
Oh man.
Only with him would I do that.
This weekend made me appreciate so damn much. Like having someone that cares about me that much. That is concerned how I feel.
It's amazing. It really is. I think the best part was when he said
"You have really pretty eyes."
Keeping in mind I look like complete ass and am half awake.
That's what love is though.
We talked about getting married this week.
& about how it's not even like we THINK we are getting married or just being cutesy and saying we will...But we actually will.
Which is amazing beyond words.
I can't even describe it.
I've met my soulmate & god is he perfect.
I think it's so cute how he kind of gets crabby and sassy the day he has to leave.
And calls me all these names...etc...
But I've learned it's because he doesn't want to leave. I love it.
I love him.
& will for so many more years to come.