it's time for me to figure out my life.

[kid_a_ngela]

The way my brain has been working lately, I'm convinced it'll be the death of me.

Would getting my GED ruin everything?
I think I want to go to beauty school. & do hair. I would be happy doing that. & open up a salon. Sell my art in there...It'd be enough to satisfy me.

I really want to move out of state. To Colorado or Oregon. Somewhere with mountains, upbeat & confident people, beautiful scenery, and a promising future.
Because to be honest, Minnesota has nothing more to offer me it seems.
Everything here I've fallen in love with, I'm growing distant from.

& I guess "things aren't the same anymore"

Maybe he's right. Maybe they aren't. Maybe I shouldn't try to convince the unconvincable.

I realized I've been so caught up in everyone else's problems, that I don't even know what I want anymore. I don't know what make me happy.
New things & excitement keep me happy for a bit, but I can't have new things and entertainment all the time.
I need to learn to be satisfied with the old.

But not now, I'm doing what I want. That's it.
I'm going to read numerous books about psychology. Not become one.
I'll be the smartest hair stylist there is.

dtyfguihjooygt my life needs to fast forward a few months.

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