sometimes i just want to fucking destory.

[kid_a_ngela]

EVERYTHING.

My anxiety & frustration has just skyrocketed tonight.
FUCK.
simply put, that's it.
fuck.
I want SOMEONE next to me tonight.
not even fucking next to me, just in the same room.
I feel super just...alone.
empty. spilled out. drained.

I'm NOT going to fall asleep until 4. I'll lay in bed and try, but I will not be able to.

I love being able to speak simple italian. I just say shit that I wouldn't have the balls to say in english. BAAHAHA.

FUCK

srsly.
i want to jump off a building.