examz examz
Examz're just round the corner (read: next week) and only today i'm feeling the heat. Which is bad...b'cos i checked my results, and they weren't good. Not good at all. Makes me wish i hadn't thrown the early part of the week, spending time enjoying life as if ntg's gonna happen. or will happen eventually. =(. Abit too late for tht i guess. This exams gonna end up bad man. The worse in all my time here.
As usual, during exam season, the eternal feeling of regret always creeps up. I guess I have no one to blame but myself. My poor n sliding performance all this while was due to me taking a lackasisal attitude towards my studies. I mean, in all honesty... I was always looking for the easy way out rather work hard at something. The only time tht i truly worked hard for something was in my 2nd semester of my 1st year. After tht...well, let's just say i had other things tht i'd prefer to do, instead of studying. Bad, bad.
I know i've said this many times...but let's hope this time's the charm; it's time to put an end to this. It's more important now as i'll be goin into clinical years n this is when they'd start assessing u for ur honours creditation later on when u grad. There's ntg much i can do with wat had occured in the past, so i've just gotta let bygones be bygones. I've gotta stop looking at the past n start planning for the future. Gotta stop living too much in the moment too. I know tht sounded weird, but if u live too much in it, u'd grow attached to the past...b'cos a moment is just tht, a moment. At the next second, it'll be replaced by a new moment, n the one u're at would be in the past. I guess wat i'm trying to say is that as the flow goes, so must I, if i want to progress...and ultimately, succeed.
Well, i've been here long enuff...time to make a move on. Go get some serious studying done. Hopefully it won't end too badly tis time around. Keeping my fingers crossed.
As usual, during exam season, the eternal feeling of regret always creeps up. I guess I have no one to blame but myself. My poor n sliding performance all this while was due to me taking a lackasisal attitude towards my studies. I mean, in all honesty... I was always looking for the easy way out rather work hard at something. The only time tht i truly worked hard for something was in my 2nd semester of my 1st year. After tht...well, let's just say i had other things tht i'd prefer to do, instead of studying. Bad, bad.
I know i've said this many times...but let's hope this time's the charm; it's time to put an end to this. It's more important now as i'll be goin into clinical years n this is when they'd start assessing u for ur honours creditation later on when u grad. There's ntg much i can do with wat had occured in the past, so i've just gotta let bygones be bygones. I've gotta stop looking at the past n start planning for the future. Gotta stop living too much in the moment too. I know tht sounded weird, but if u live too much in it, u'd grow attached to the past...b'cos a moment is just tht, a moment. At the next second, it'll be replaced by a new moment, n the one u're at would be in the past. I guess wat i'm trying to say is that as the flow goes, so must I, if i want to progress...and ultimately, succeed.
Well, i've been here long enuff...time to make a move on. Go get some serious studying done. Hopefully it won't end too badly tis time around. Keeping my fingers crossed.