Dec 02, 2005 15:45
im startin to think i may have ocd (Obsessive-compulsive disorder) go figure i dunno y think this i just do....and thats not good......im uber bored im planning to play a placebo song at the talent show this year.now im getting flashes of sucide and every time i look out the door i c some dude with like half is head blown off this is scary (im not kiding) i could look out the office door and c a dude with like a knife then he disappears im afraid to turn around i did befor and i didnt like wat was there its hoiffiying being my right now and if i close my eyes ill have visions of death and me commiting sucide and if i try to get my mind off it its no work it comes back in a matter of seconds.i am fucked.