sometimes...

[kid4no1]

sometimes i think my life is meaningless.
i work hard but for what?
ive not accomplished anything.
ive not changed
ive not grown
im not anything.
i stand here while the world runs
maybe im just running on a treadmill
trying in futility
sometimes i dont want to be me
i want to be free
i dont want to have a heavy chest
i dont want this body
can this just stop

i look at life
people with life
i want to be them
i want to live
see what they see

sometimes i just want to run
sometimes i just want to jump
sometimes i just want to breathe
sometimes i just want to go
far far away
but my only recluse is my mind
and at this rate
all ill have left is

im not even sure anymore.