I hate myself for losing you.
Again I am over extending myself. to go along with that bio class I may take. ohh yes! and the job I'm hoping they'll call me about. SOMEONE is bound to call. don't you think?
They convinced me to play indoor soccer. ohh boy. they must be desperate for people, or somethings going on there. but I'm sure I could use the exercise because...
heyblondie0225 (3:44:57 PM): oh yes. katie you're so fricking huge, i can't believe people can even walk down the hallway with you because you just take up so much space!! I mean GOSH LOSE SOME WEIGHT
yea thats my best friend. ohh yea. today was suckish.
......in band yesterday.......
flute /clarinet /oboe part....playing, yes out of tune. I was getting my uniform.
"that was out of tune. where was the oboe?"
"she's getting her uniform."
"THEN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN TUNE!"
&& I'm in the attic listening to the class laugh. oh my.
he does wonders for my self- esteem. eh. it's okay though.
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you