"The world is a joke when out of love." - Incubus
Ok so Greg, the shameless flirt, from Houston's is annoying as hell. I hung out with him on Saturday night and wanted to shoot myself. Anyway, nothing will be going on between us and as far as Saturday goes, it was completely innocent.
In other HOTT news, with every good day that I spend time with Michael, I fall more and more in love with him. Things between us are getting better and it feels so amazing! There were plans to break it off with him / talk about our relationship and its progress on October 16th but the more that I think about it, the more that I just want it to play out on it own and be by his side. I thought about it today, at church actually, and I think that I'm in love with the man. Oh here we go again... prepare for the worse and hope for the best. Yikes. I love him in his entirity, flaws and all. I don't want to loose him. I will know him for the rest of my life, whether it be romantically or just as friends.
Now the pending question is: Should I tell him that I love him? or just wait it out?
HAHA! I know the answer to the question already! I will tell him in due time because it is no way to live one's life without love. "The world is a joke when out of love." He needs to know and I owe it to myself to tell him. Also, I suppose letting him know will help him put things into perspective - run or stay awhile. I would love for him to stay but you know at the same time, it takes two baby.
So yes, that is it for the evening. Just to note, I entertained Chelsea this weekend and things were good, except for the fact that I'm poor as hell. I'll have to have her come down again but this time, treat her like royalty.
Ok dear, talk to you soon. Love you so much!
Ciao for now - Keenan
In other HOTT news, with every good day that I spend time with Michael, I fall more and more in love with him. Things between us are getting better and it feels so amazing! There were plans to break it off with him / talk about our relationship and its progress on October 16th but the more that I think about it, the more that I just want it to play out on it own and be by his side. I thought about it today, at church actually, and I think that I'm in love with the man. Oh here we go again... prepare for the worse and hope for the best. Yikes. I love him in his entirity, flaws and all. I don't want to loose him. I will know him for the rest of my life, whether it be romantically or just as friends.
Now the pending question is: Should I tell him that I love him? or just wait it out?
HAHA! I know the answer to the question already! I will tell him in due time because it is no way to live one's life without love. "The world is a joke when out of love." He needs to know and I owe it to myself to tell him. Also, I suppose letting him know will help him put things into perspective - run or stay awhile. I would love for him to stay but you know at the same time, it takes two baby.
So yes, that is it for the evening. Just to note, I entertained Chelsea this weekend and things were good, except for the fact that I'm poor as hell. I'll have to have her come down again but this time, treat her like royalty.
Ok dear, talk to you soon. Love you so much!
Ciao for now - Keenan