Apes on ego trips.

Mar 02, 2004 11:42

Sorry it has been so long my love. Ivy's computer has been acting screwy for the past couple of weeks and now our main browser is Netscape. Yeah Netscape fucking sucks because it doen't allow me to do certain things like post in LJ or pay bills...What a crock of shit. Anyway...

It looks like Abbas and I are reaching the end of our worthless relationship. There is a story behind that and I will tell you at a later date because I am tired of thinking about it. I'm tired of thinking about how he really doesn't care and how I'm just a last resort. That might not be entirely true but that is they way I feel. The only thing now is that I wish he felt like he was loosing something precious...me. Probably not though.

Oh well, so ends another section of my life, another boring section.

Bachier is out of town again. :( I get tired of missing him. We have such a good time when we are together.

I have been sorta dating this guy from work named Roger. Roger is a very white black guy. He is very good looking, funny, and nice. But the only problem is that he is black and I just can't get over it. When we go out, I find myself thinking worthless thoughts like, "I wonder what other people think about such a pair," and "look at his stomach-it is black." Not shit it's black, what the hell did I expect? So all these thoughts, I know, are a recipe for disaster. It is just how Justin and I started out. There were some things that bothered me and continued to bother me to this very day like his flabby stomach, strange face, and no sense of style. Is that bad? Nah. So that is that and I will have to break the news to good ol' Roger. He is going to be pissed.

I have made working-out a daily routine during the week. I spend about 2 hours a day in the gym. Today I am really sore because I actually ran 2 miles yesterday. Lately I have been walking really fast because I took a year break. I upgraded to running and it feels great.

Today I had my first Geology test- I'm not so sure how well I did.

I also met somebody new in Geology lab today. His name is Bill but I will call him William just because I appreciate complete names. He has the most beautiful green eyes that I have ever seen and is very nice. We talked in lab, on the walk to out geo test, and up until the test. Afterwords, we talked until I split to Kell and he to General Classroom. I sense a friendship.

So that's if for now i believe. Today I don't have to work so my night will be filled with spanish and grub. I wish it was sunny today because then I would go to Piedmont Park for some quick blading.

Talk to you later aligator.

Ciao for now- Keenan
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