im in a crisis,i need help, come on mood shift ,shift back to good again,come on ,be a friend.
our phones are finally working, and i didnt get a call from deb about the job today, but im pretty sure she said "well call you on thursday or friday about the job" so .ya. i looked up that pill my shrink wants to put me on,and i guess he thinks im bipolar, but he didnt tell me that ,which is wierd. it makes sense that i am though,my dad and sister are. i start it tommaro. i talked to my uncle and he said he talked to my grandmother , who was drunk again today, and she changed her mind about moving here,and said she wants to drink herself to death and wants us to leave her alone. im afraid to call her,she doesnt know that I know shes been drinking,and im afraid of losing my temper since shes probably going to die within the next couple weeks , if she keeps drinking everyday. and theres nothing we can do. which is the most frustrating feeling in the world...we all decided to go to a group therapy thing,but not al-non cause its too creepy with its jesus loving undertones,or overtones really. either way, we all need alot of help with this.