Freak out and Repeat...
Ever so ofter I have a moment to look back at the person I have become and hate myself. This is one of those times. If I dont stop now I am going to contiune down a path of lazyness and lawlessness. I hate myself and if I could this is where I kill my self. But, nay, I am going to tough through it and then change for the better, just to wait another 6 months till I spin out of control all over again. And repeat.