Weed+Death+FML
I am trying extremely hard to not smoke weed for 2 weeks. I just took 1/2 a dropperful of ganja tincture and it made me want to barf. That shit is nasty. I mean, I'll be goddamned. But I suppose puking is even better than lung disease, and I've had a respiratory infection for, ohhhhh i dunno, like a month???? That shit is BUNK. Even one day without smoking and my lungs feel better. But, boy do I love smoking weed. Maybe I just love weed, hopefully tincture does it for me. I smoked cigarettes for almost 10 years, and maybe I tried to make ganja my substitute since I quit over 3 years ago. Bleh, I am certainly starting to feel the emotional overload that accompanied the 2 month abstention that I took 2 years ago--what a bummer. Or maybe I'm just genuinely feeling the emotional effects of my father telling me he's going to die in the next 5 years, and the closest woman I'm dating moving 2800 miles away. Yeah, ummmm, I dunno...BOTH of those things suck. This could be a Fuck My Life, but I'm going to try to sleep and forget about it instead.