When it gets dark out
I feel like im constantly thrown into a vortex that stretches on forever.
i no longer have the desire nor the life to do anything at all. Like my insides are stained and not even rain can wash them away.
The only longing i have is running away. Running away to the ends of this world.
If i only had the means to be on the next flight out of here.
My being feels trapped. Suffocated.
Fleeing/escaping is all i know.
Fuck. Depression is so 2011.
But hell, it's real. I forgot what it tasted like. (Not that i want to anyway)
I just want to be closer to the sky. To the stars.
To God.
i no longer have the desire nor the life to do anything at all. Like my insides are stained and not even rain can wash them away.
The only longing i have is running away. Running away to the ends of this world.
If i only had the means to be on the next flight out of here.
My being feels trapped. Suffocated.
Fleeing/escaping is all i know.
Fuck. Depression is so 2011.
But hell, it's real. I forgot what it tasted like. (Not that i want to anyway)
I just want to be closer to the sky. To the stars.
To God.