Dude!!
Yay!!I am having the greatest fuckin day right now!God damn I am just so fuckin happy right now and nothing in the world can bring me down!Danny came back today and whoop my dad un grounded me for the day so I got to hang out with him.It was awesome even tho I think I am grounded til next Saturday now but its only like a day more.Whoo hoo but it was so much fun!Ahh and he asked me the question again and this time I said yes!I am completely done with the reason why I said no so whoo hoo!Yes I am quite proud of myself for being over it.Ha I feel so much better now too and its fuckin great!Were still super duper friends tho =) Well I loved today and hes coming back in about 20 minutes so ahh yes I am so excited!Muahaha well I dont know what else to write right now.Im watching "The Assistant" with Andy Dick.Hahaha damn this show is so fuckin funny!I fuckin love it!Hes such an asshole and its so fuckin funny!Ahh well Donny was telling me about some job he has where he goes in whenever he wants and all he has to do is carry a sign around for a few hours.It only pays 5 bucks an hour but thats money that I dont have so idc and I really want to go.Ill be able to work with my best friend and get paid for it!Itll be awesome and then I can buy shit that I want and not have to ask my fuckin parents.So I am hoping I can go with Donny tomorrow so we can chill out and make some money.I think if I get the job then I am prolly gonna go to the concert after all.Idk if I still am but I suppose I will if I got the money.Ok well I am gonna go watch tv and wait for my Danny!!Hehe MY DANNY!!Ok well latersssss!!
I saw this in someones journal and I thought it made sense to me..."I really dont thing im some big thing that every one would be lost without me. I could care more about what I have to offer the world, but im not, cause i know in the end the only thing I will have is a lasting impression on some one who will do something great one day, only to remember me in a bitter sweet memory of past days, and times lost...Im not the kewl guy every one knows, or thinks they know, im not a perfect guy, nor do I posess any great talent that would be ussed or to any avail."
I have the same mentality about myself.People may think I am cool and have a lot of friends and shit but how many of my friends really truly care about me?Who would I really really be affecting if I were to just dissapear.People would talk about it for maybe a week if that and then I will be gone from talk til one day someone brings up "hey do u remember that one chick who we use to be friends with?I wonder what happened to her..."Everyone will go on to be great and I am just going to be that girl.I have no special talents and I am nothing special, especially not to my parents.Im not a person who would affect everyones life if I died.Most of the people I thought I cared about the most have hurt me the worst.I have too hurt a lot of people so I dont want sympathy for something that I have done also.When I look back on it tho,there are few things that I regret.All I say is "shit happens."Yea but like that persons journal I got that from,I didnt write this for pity and for people to say "well I care about u and I would be lost without u!"So if ur really one of my friends that cares then go ahead and comment.If not then I am just "that girl" to u.Later.
I saw this in someones journal and I thought it made sense to me..."I really dont thing im some big thing that every one would be lost without me. I could care more about what I have to offer the world, but im not, cause i know in the end the only thing I will have is a lasting impression on some one who will do something great one day, only to remember me in a bitter sweet memory of past days, and times lost...Im not the kewl guy every one knows, or thinks they know, im not a perfect guy, nor do I posess any great talent that would be ussed or to any avail."
I have the same mentality about myself.People may think I am cool and have a lot of friends and shit but how many of my friends really truly care about me?Who would I really really be affecting if I were to just dissapear.People would talk about it for maybe a week if that and then I will be gone from talk til one day someone brings up "hey do u remember that one chick who we use to be friends with?I wonder what happened to her..."Everyone will go on to be great and I am just going to be that girl.I have no special talents and I am nothing special, especially not to my parents.Im not a person who would affect everyones life if I died.Most of the people I thought I cared about the most have hurt me the worst.I have too hurt a lot of people so I dont want sympathy for something that I have done also.When I look back on it tho,there are few things that I regret.All I say is "shit happens."Yea but like that persons journal I got that from,I didnt write this for pity and for people to say "well I care about u and I would be lost without u!"So if ur really one of my friends that cares then go ahead and comment.If not then I am just "that girl" to u.Later.