Nov 11, 2004 10:37
y do i always fuck things up?It's like idk wat goes on in my head and i'm stuck in the same spot.it'll never go away or change.I feel like a litte emo kid writing about his feelings and shit.But all i'm looking 4 is one answer. Y DO I SUCK? If u answer correctly u win.wat is it that u win,idk, but u win.I have sooo many feeling for sam and all i've been writing about is her and everything thats happened to us.This shit sux right now. she's all thats in my head and all i want is to be with her.But on the other hand i'm forgetting about my friends or the fact that i have friends. I hope their still around i miss u guys.Getting drunk at the beach,talking about girls or guys cough jenna.But ne ways i'll learn to have both a girl and friends.i love u samm jd rizzo.