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Nothin much is new for me. My life was suddenly and unexpectedly filled with friends that I perhaps forgot I had. Since Hempfest my life has taken a turn, and people I haven't even talked to in months have been calling me of their own volition. Jessica gave me a call, that was cool. Owen as well, also neat. John Maust gave me a call, and he was with Drew, whom I haven't seen in many months. I ran into Jaycee at the AmPm in Bonney lake. Jamie Stansbury gave me a call out of the blue.
Outward appearances can be decieving. My life appears to be in a wreck, but somehow I have found inner peace. Moments of Clarity and Full realization have struck me, and at these times I feel entirely at peace. The Quiet Mind is a worthy Guide. I feel as if this summer has been me, looking at my feet, so that I may know the stone I stand upon. From there I may leap in any direction, without reserve or concern. I feel the metamorphasis on me, as always, quietly yet swiftly taking me up, until I am ready. I actually feel ready now, for the first time since I can remember. The cacoon of reality as I had concieved it before is shedding, it's binding envelopment splitting before me. I have only to realize my direction. I can still feel it escaping me, so I have ceased the hunt. My destiny will find me.
Outward appearances can be decieving. My life appears to be in a wreck, but somehow I have found inner peace. Moments of Clarity and Full realization have struck me, and at these times I feel entirely at peace. The Quiet Mind is a worthy Guide. I feel as if this summer has been me, looking at my feet, so that I may know the stone I stand upon. From there I may leap in any direction, without reserve or concern. I feel the metamorphasis on me, as always, quietly yet swiftly taking me up, until I am ready. I actually feel ready now, for the first time since I can remember. The cacoon of reality as I had concieved it before is shedding, it's binding envelopment splitting before me. I have only to realize my direction. I can still feel it escaping me, so I have ceased the hunt. My destiny will find me.