this situation just sucks
so no one really has to read this, it's just me being sad for a bit... please just disregard, i just needed to get it out in some form other than crying soo this is how it goes.
i know it might seem stupid, to get all bent out of shape because my sister left for (like what the 4th time) college. it's just different this year though, we got so close this summer, i honestly don't know how i'm going to get through till thanksgiving. relationships are strong and tend to fade, i just know that after all this building up on such a great relationship between the two of us, things will inevitably become less strong than they were just this saturday. i am going to miss her, i miss her now. i'm going to miss belting out disney princess songs and the pussycat dolls on one of our car trips. i just can't stop crying, and it sucks because when i tell my sister this, then i cause her to start crying too and that added on to everything she has to do at the moment is too much. the only way i can explain this empty feeling to people who haven't gone through it is, imagine yourself coming home to an empty house. it's probably the saddest thing in the world.
i just hate this situation because my best friend in the entire world is hundreds of miles away right now.
i know it might seem stupid, to get all bent out of shape because my sister left for (like what the 4th time) college. it's just different this year though, we got so close this summer, i honestly don't know how i'm going to get through till thanksgiving. relationships are strong and tend to fade, i just know that after all this building up on such a great relationship between the two of us, things will inevitably become less strong than they were just this saturday. i am going to miss her, i miss her now. i'm going to miss belting out disney princess songs and the pussycat dolls on one of our car trips. i just can't stop crying, and it sucks because when i tell my sister this, then i cause her to start crying too and that added on to everything she has to do at the moment is too much. the only way i can explain this empty feeling to people who haven't gone through it is, imagine yourself coming home to an empty house. it's probably the saddest thing in the world.
i just hate this situation because my best friend in the entire world is hundreds of miles away right now.