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Oh God, everything is so screwed up. I'm just getting so sick and tired of being such a wuss all the time when it comes to guys, and sacrificing more than I have to and squandering so many chances. I feel like I could have done so much more than I have done and I could have experienced so much more than I have experienced, but I always weasel my way out of it or put something in the middle or stop it some other way. I just don't know. Am I afraid to experience life?
For lunch today, I tried to eat a turkey sandwich that I made this morning. The lettuce was soggy and the turkey was rancid. Tasty. Joel and I spent lunch musing about what would happen if we sent each other singing valentines, if other people sent us singing valentines, if we sent other people singing valentines, or if two people from each of our fourth period classes (that's when they get sung) both sent us one and started a fight. I started laughing about if Ethan Spiro and Alex Faith both sent me one (not happening) because even though Ethan's bigger, Alex would still kick his ass. I met David Morse, who turns out to be Paul Morse's twin brother. I didn't even know he had a twin brother, or any brother at all. Paul looks like a freshman, and David looks like a sophomore or a junior. Sad.
Hebrew High was way fun tonight. Jacob Slosberg wasn't there so during our Hebrew class, me and Naomi and Danny spoke some hard-core Hebrew and cried over everything we had forgotten. During the second class, Tammy told us craaaazy stories about how her family is full of crazy people. She's pretty cool.
For lunch today, I tried to eat a turkey sandwich that I made this morning. The lettuce was soggy and the turkey was rancid. Tasty. Joel and I spent lunch musing about what would happen if we sent each other singing valentines, if other people sent us singing valentines, if we sent other people singing valentines, or if two people from each of our fourth period classes (that's when they get sung) both sent us one and started a fight. I started laughing about if Ethan Spiro and Alex Faith both sent me one (not happening) because even though Ethan's bigger, Alex would still kick his ass. I met David Morse, who turns out to be Paul Morse's twin brother. I didn't even know he had a twin brother, or any brother at all. Paul looks like a freshman, and David looks like a sophomore or a junior. Sad.
Hebrew High was way fun tonight. Jacob Slosberg wasn't there so during our Hebrew class, me and Naomi and Danny spoke some hard-core Hebrew and cried over everything we had forgotten. During the second class, Tammy told us craaaazy stories about how her family is full of crazy people. She's pretty cool.