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[kick_the_piano]

So it's Valentine's Day. Another one of those American holidays that people hate because of the societal expectations that commonly go unfulfilled. But that is not the reason that I feel somewhat miserable as I write this. Nor is the reason that it snowed several inches last night and today and I have been trudging around campus all day, snow seeping through my boots and the wind attacking my face. This feeling just seems to be emanating from my core, and it's uncontestable, for how else would I be inclined to listen to Converge and Daughters? I'm in such an aggro hardcore mood and there's nowhere to direct my hostility. Emotional peaks are supposed to be the prime window for writing lyrics, but I always find that at such moments, my brain is too clouded with affect that I lose all ability to translate into writing.

My class schedule is so planned out that I have long expanses of time with nothing to do but allow depression to set in. I'm way too frustrated to even finish this entry