total waste of $12.50
If I come off as emo here, too bad. I've had a terrible day, and I'm gonna vent, because this is my journal and I can do that.
Yesterday Bobby (from the college class) wanted to know if me and Mark wanted to go mystic bowling. So we said sure. I had to give Dustin a ride there and home. It was from 9-11:30. Those first two hours completely and utterly sucked. I've never been so close to bashing one of my best friend's faces in, ever. I wanted to break Mark's face. Sometimes he'll "2nd base" me cause he thinks its funny. Well, he did it all night long, and even got this kid I don't even know, Rob (senior in CIT, cliche goth), to do it too. You know how degrading that is? Yeah, I know I'm fat, but you gotta show it to the world? Rob even sack tapped me. I told him if he touches me again, he won't walk again. I told Mark to stop, and he didn't until I looked like I was gonna beat his face in. I'm sick of it, this past month has been like, pick on Chris month. You get Estano and Mark together, they go at me like crazy. It just seems like everyone is either picking on me or making fun of me, even all my best friends. I'm just fucking sick of it. Completely and utterly sick of it. I mean I can take a joke once in a while, but EVERYTHING turns into an insult. Mark has like a gay fascination with me, always touching me. I've just had enough of it. And the part that pisses me off the most was that it was like Mark was trying to show off to everyone else. Rediculous. I'm just so mad. I just feel like I'm just a joke to everyone, even my friends. And to top it all off, Paul Meekin touched my ass. HE TOUCHED MY ASS, ON PURPOSE! WHAT THE HELL! I didn't feel it, and then Dustin told me in the car on the way home he did it. They figured I thought Craig did it and I just gave up, but WHAT THE HELL. That makes me wanna cry. Just a really bad night.
People can just piss off.
Yesterday Bobby (from the college class) wanted to know if me and Mark wanted to go mystic bowling. So we said sure. I had to give Dustin a ride there and home. It was from 9-11:30. Those first two hours completely and utterly sucked. I've never been so close to bashing one of my best friend's faces in, ever. I wanted to break Mark's face. Sometimes he'll "2nd base" me cause he thinks its funny. Well, he did it all night long, and even got this kid I don't even know, Rob (senior in CIT, cliche goth), to do it too. You know how degrading that is? Yeah, I know I'm fat, but you gotta show it to the world? Rob even sack tapped me. I told him if he touches me again, he won't walk again. I told Mark to stop, and he didn't until I looked like I was gonna beat his face in. I'm sick of it, this past month has been like, pick on Chris month. You get Estano and Mark together, they go at me like crazy. It just seems like everyone is either picking on me or making fun of me, even all my best friends. I'm just fucking sick of it. Completely and utterly sick of it. I mean I can take a joke once in a while, but EVERYTHING turns into an insult. Mark has like a gay fascination with me, always touching me. I've just had enough of it. And the part that pisses me off the most was that it was like Mark was trying to show off to everyone else. Rediculous. I'm just so mad. I just feel like I'm just a joke to everyone, even my friends. And to top it all off, Paul Meekin touched my ass. HE TOUCHED MY ASS, ON PURPOSE! WHAT THE HELL! I didn't feel it, and then Dustin told me in the car on the way home he did it. They figured I thought Craig did it and I just gave up, but WHAT THE HELL. That makes me wanna cry. Just a really bad night.
People can just piss off.