oh no! chris has been thinking!
So I was lying in bed thinking last night (oh noes! not thinkings!). I was thinking about how people change, and how I've changed over the years. I'd like to think I've changed for the better, changed into more of, well, me. I used to be more influenced by others I think, and finally I've moved on to just being me. Its always been there, just underneath all the other crap. An Example: I've always liked hard rock and the like, I mean I grew up on Black Sabbath and classic rock. But there was a time I liked....This is hard for me....Rap. And some "punk" (read: blink 182). And that was, I think, an influence from some of my friends. Now, I think I grew out of that and just like what I like. Sure, I have people who recommend bands all the time, and I like them. But thats mostly just, I hear the band and I like it. Not like I feel pressured into liking it because they are recommending it. There have been bands friends have recommended that I haven't liked. I just think I'm changing for the better as a person. I'm growing out of my immature bullshit (inquire within about said immature BS =P) But I really think I'm changing for the better. I'm working on it. I still have some stupid quirks of mine that I don't really like, and I'm working on losing some weight, but I like the person I've changed into, I think.
Course I thought about a lot of other things last night, half of which I can't remember, haha. Last night was an odd night for sleeping. I just couldn't get to sleep, and when I did, I woke up like every hour, and kept changing how I was sleeping. I think at one point I wound up with my comforter over my head, using my sheets as a pillow, and using my pillows for a half assed attempt at a blanket.
I think I'm going to guitar center tomorrow with troy, but I don't really know. I haven't talked to Troy yet today, I started to, and then he dissapeared like he usually does before I could mention what I really wanted to after my weird hello. haha.
Course I thought about a lot of other things last night, half of which I can't remember, haha. Last night was an odd night for sleeping. I just couldn't get to sleep, and when I did, I woke up like every hour, and kept changing how I was sleeping. I think at one point I wound up with my comforter over my head, using my sheets as a pillow, and using my pillows for a half assed attempt at a blanket.
I think I'm going to guitar center tomorrow with troy, but I don't really know. I haven't talked to Troy yet today, I started to, and then he dissapeared like he usually does before I could mention what I really wanted to after my weird hello. haha.