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[kick_a_gnome]

Im so sick of pretending, so sick of playin whatever stupid game.  I cannot even lie, there has not been one second in my life since the minute you entered it that you do not consume my thoughts.  I feel like I was never good enough for you. And Im certainly not now.  I kind of hate myself for not holding on to the very best thing that has ever happened to me.  And I'm sorry if what Im saying upsets you...

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