[This will be a sad, maybe depressive or hysteric post, so... just skip it if you want to. :)]
Everytime I have a band I really love, they are coming to an end, are disbanding or someone leaves, things like this...
The first band like this was Cinema Bizarre; officially they are on a hiatus, but I think everyone knows that they will never be together again.
The second one was T-Max; one member (Park Yunhwa) left, and two others (Park Hanbi and Chanyang) were added, so they are not the same T-Max anymore. Furthermore, there are no news about them recently.
The third was Dong Bang Shin Ki; I think everyone knows about this; two of them are still making music under the name of TVXQ, and the other three formed a new group with the name JYJ.
The fourth was Code-V; at first, they were Bless, but now they are Code-V. One of the members (Taemin, he was their leader) left the band, and since then, there are no news about them -just like about T-Max. What makes it worse is that Taemin left on 22nd August 2010, on my birthday.
The fifth one was KAT-TUN; okay, they are still exist, but each and every true fan knows that KAT-TUN can be called KAT-TUN only when the six of them are together. Just like TVXQ can't be called TVXQ with only the two recent members. After Jin left the band to make a solo career, they are not the same anymore.
And those all are nothing... I could accept all those situations sooner or later, and I almost thought I was fine, when the next group -my biggest recent favourite, to make it worse- announced two member's are leaving.
Yes, I'm talking about U-Kiss.
I think I could accept anything easier than this. I could accept if all my other favourite korean groups were disbanded, but them... I can't understand why them. And they didn't even want to leave, they were told to sign some papers, and they were kicked out of the band. With that kind of low causes that Kibum wants to concentrate on his and his brother's music company, and Xander wants to study. That's only a lie! If that would be the case, Kibum's brother would as well leave his band (and as you can see, he is still a member of SS501, so...), and if studying and making music wouldn't be compatible, then Dongho would leave as well, but he doesn't!
So as you can see, NH is one of those entertainments that can't esteem their idols. And I thought they were better... Fuck up! >_______<"
I don't want any more of my favourite groups to disband or any of the members to leave. Slowly I am becoming afraid to love any bands or groups, because I'm afraid they will come to an end as well.
If Arashi will be the next, I will jump out of my bedroom's window. And I'm not joking! If Arashi will be disbanded in the near future, I'll take that as my fault, and I'll jump out!
I'm... I'm sorry, I'm heartbroken, and sometimes I have to write about things like this, or else they will cause depression to me.
*goes off to cry, and to hope Kibum's twitter was hacked, and just some anti wrote those things to his twitter, and also to wikipedia... it's impossible, she knows it well, but she's too naive to think about it now... she just wants his groups back in their original form*